This evening I felt dry.
I almost reached for my computer before I opened my Bible.
But God has been gently nudging my heart.
He doesn't mine blogging with me. He just wants to always remain the reason I blog.
So before I jump in and get immersed in the lives of so many friends...
He wants me to get immersed in HIM and in His Word.
Because I need it.
It's my lifeline.
My bread from heaven.
Without it I starve.
When I eat it I'm satisfied.
Tonight it didn't fail to feed me and I would love to share the story I read with you, but in my own words {how I imagined it happened}. The real story is found in 2 Kings 4: 1-7 and it's a great read! Here is my spin on this wonderful story...
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SHE shut the door and slumped against it.
"Mamma, who was it?" a concerned voice behind her asked.
Quickly she brushed her hands across her wet eyes, willing courage into her voice,
"It was the creditors again, my son."
"But what more could they want? We have given them everything we have! Our food is nearly gone. We will starve!"
"I know, I know, my son. But now they are asking for more." She couldn't hinder the tears that fell freely now as she looked at her youngest boy. He reminded her so much of her husband. Tall and dark with eyes that flashed when encountered with injustice. How she missed him. The Lord had taken him so suddenly from them. And they had barely mourned his death when the creditors began harassing them. Day in and day out they had come demanding debts to be paid that she had no way of paying.
Oh if only her husband had been more careful with their finances! But he had always insisted that the Lord would provide. He had never sought earthly wealth. Instead, he had committed himself to the Lord's work and had traveled with Elisha as a prophet to the people. There were many times when they hadn't known where their next meal would come from, but somehow the Lord indeed provided. Their home was filled with love and the peace that comes from being in the Lord's will.
At least it had been.
Now the peace that had once been theirs seemed all but a distant memory. She was living in a nightmare she wished would end. And she didn't know how she would live with the news she had just received.
"What did they say, Mother?" Her oldest son entered the hallway, protectively placing his arm about her shoulders.
His touch undid her. "Oh my sons! My sons! They have threatened to take you both as slaves to pay your father's debt!" She couldn't hold back the sobs that now racked her weary shoulders. She knew she should be strong for her children. Have faith. Be their rock. But she couldn't bear the thought of losing her sons. No, please God, not her sons!
Her boys enveloped her in reassuring arms, their own voices breaking as they sought to comfort her.
Had God abandoned her? Where was the God her husband had so faithfully served now when they needed him the most? She felt so scared. So alone. So desperate.
She could hardly pray. Her words seemed to stick in the back of her throat. Lifeless. Dead.
Trust me.
She looked down into the faces of her sons. Had one of them uttered those words? No, but then she heard the faint whisper again.
Trust me.
God. It must be the God of her husband! He was speaking to her? He MUST care for them! He must! It was then she knew what she had to do. She would find Elisha, the man of God. God would surely help them!
"My sons stay here and pray to the God of your father. He will hear your prayers! I am going to seek Elisha and I will return soon." She rushed out the door, calling for them to lock it behind her. An urgency filled her heart and a faint feeling of hope began to grow in the pit of her stomach.
She ran through the entrance of Elisha's lodging, barely stopping to politely knock on the slightly open door. Her words tumbled over each other as she fell to her knees before this prophet of the Lord, "My husband who served you is dead, and you know how he feared the LORD. But now a creditor has come, threatening to take my two sons as slaves."
Elisha looked down in surprise. His heart went out to his dear friend's widow, and he quickly helped her to her feet. "What can I do to help you?" he asked, then quickly added, "Tell me, what do you have in your house?"
"Nothing at all, except a flask of olive oil," she replied.
And Elisha said, "This is what you can do. Borrow as many jars as you can from your friends and neighbors. Then go into your house with your sons and shut the door behind you. Pour olive oil from your flask into the jars, setting the jars aside as they are filled."
He had barely finished speaking when the widow lept to her feet and ran to her neighborhood. She burst through the door of her house and called for her boys to come quickly. Breathlessly, she told them all that the man of God had instructed them to do and sent them to fetch jars from their friends and family. They left quickly, a new hope glimmering in their eyes.
For a moment she stood in the shadowed hallway, wondering what on earth she was doing. But then she remembered the voice of her God. She would trust him. He was her only hope.
Her boys soon returned with their arms overflowing and she began to pour the meager amount of olive oil she had into the largest empty jar. It was filling to the top! She stared in disbelief as it began to spill over!
"Mama, here's more!" her youngest boy quickly set another jar beside that one, his excitement barely contained. They watched in amazement as jar after jar after jar was filled to overflowing with the finest olive oil.
"Bring me another jar," she motioned to her oldest.
"There aren't any more!" he exclaimed. And then the olive oil stopped flowing.
The three of them took a step back, staring in silence at the vats of oil that filled their living room.
"What do we do now?" her oldest whispered, still amazed by the miracle they had just witnessed.
"Oh, but I don't know!" the widow cried, "He didn't say! I'll be back!" And she took off again with haste to Elisha.
"Elisha! Elisha! God is so faithful!", she cried as she entered his home barely announced. And she told of him of the miracle she had witnessed, her joy spilling forth with every word.
"But now what am I to do with all this olive oil?" she asked.
"Sell it all and pay your debts, and there will be enough money left over to support you and your sons."
She returned home, her heart light, her tears, cleansing. She found her sons still staring at the miracle God had provided from their meager supply and she told them excitedly about the plans God had for them this day.
He had not forgotten them. He cared for them! And they would trust him.
Because He is a Faithful God.
